I am Jack's loose ends.

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:06:49 GMT

I don't get people. Say one thing, act another. Fuck heads.

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:02:30 GMT

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 23:36:35 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In August I gave sageknine a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Wednesday I bought porn for confused_pixie (10 points). Last Friday I put money in xrainbowspritex's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Sunday I set indecisivelife's puppy on fire (-66 points). In May I helped macre see the light (8 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-39 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!

Sincerely,
poe22

So fucking pathetic!!!

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 07:19:56 GMT

I was reading my notebook today and I can not believe the amount of writings done about getting fucked up to forget someone not wanting to be with me, whom I am still in love with. And, how fucking pathetic is it when all I wrote about for the past 2 years has been her and how she makes me feel. Still, we are not together, and now, I know we never will be. I have realized a lot in the past month about myself and others in my life. I have chosen to longer be hollow and bitter, but I also am no longer going to sit back and let this pain control me and drive me to drink or use. I am making some changes. This time, it is for myself.

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 02:28:15 GMT

I gave way to myself.
Free.
Tonight, I may have lost her touch.
But, tomorrow, I will have gained her respect.
Free.
I can not cling to a future of shallow feelings.
I can not embrace a hollowed heart.
I can only be true.
Free.
For myself and for her.
True.

Moving On

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 17:30:34 GMT

I finaly told N how it was. I realize now, that nothing she says means anything anymore....it's been too many years and I am too tired to believe her, when her actions speak louder. I am no longer waiting for her. MOVING ON...................:o)

Shiny-Happy People

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 08:27:13 GMT

People are funny little creatures. Running around with their brains in their asses. What bothers me most, is that they know that their brain is detached from their head, and they don't care. I mean, how can a president like ours become elected for not only one, but two terms? Who the fuck is running this country? Really? Freedom, you say? If freedom is brain-washing 17 to24 year olds to join the military, "in this time of need". Zombie killers for the U.S.A. How weak does a country have to be, when Terrorists attack using a box cutter? 9-11....9-11...I know, I will never forget. Ground Zero....Ground Zero......I cried. But, you know what? I grew up in a different world than this. I grew up believing in my country. Now, I am ashamed. I have always felt that no matter what happened, my opinion would matter. My vote would count. How many of you dumb mother fuckers believe that now? We have come so far, so fast, that the nation needed a redneck, numb nuts to push us 4 steps back.
The problem is, having this little 'break', is destroying not only what we had, but what we will have left.
It is time we have a woman in office.

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 05:52:58 GMT

Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Morbid Are You?(Pics+Plz Rate)"

Freaky Morbid
You're very odd and strange. No one can predict you. Bloody, violent things amuse you alot. One day you're gonna crack and fulfill your morbid fantasies.

Stolen from saphiredyke

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 17:43:18 GMT

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I
confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working
the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the mother
who looked at her two year old son and was happy; because his response to seeing
his Godmother in a frilly bra made it clear he was straight. Happy not because
he was straight, but happy because she knows the pain he'd have to bear in
today's world if he were not.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother
tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who
buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in
the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into
the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being
taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I
survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year
I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I
killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much
to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she
found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person
who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the
management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit
the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother
because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence
survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they
found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence
survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the
father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection
to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach
gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who
died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was
transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be
a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating
me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't
believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person
who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

repost this if you
belive homophobia is wrong

Grrrr

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 05:08:16 GMT

So, things are effing crazy right now. I am so angry and I am so ready to forget about everything and just let go and never look back. she should have called me...grrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

Do me in the park, baby!

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 06:04:17 GMT

This is kinda funny

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 05:58:26 GMT

Your LJ friends' deep, dark secrets
LiveJournal Username
What is your favorite color?
What is the answer to life, the universe, and everything?
How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
Can you feel the love tonight?

Is really a cyborg	confused_pixie
Wants to take over the world	kashback
Lusts after you	kashback
Is obsessed with eggs	kashback
Is obsessed with woodchucks	highjinx777
Has an impossibly tragic past	nefertari15
Has special powers	alteredsketch
Is George W. Bush in real life	alteredsketch


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Mon, 01 Aug 2005 06:21:34 GMT

I'm confused.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 09:46:21 GMT

what a weird night.

OMG

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 02:36:35 GMT

I am 51% Hippie.

I am not a child of the 60’s but my heart is true to the cause, man. I realize that being a hippie is not just bell bottoms and tie-dye. It is also about the drugs and smelling bad, too!

Take the
Hippie Test
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OMG HAHAHA

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 02:25:51 GMT

I am 78% Promiscuous.

I am never satisfied. I spend most of the time getting some or figuring out how to get some. It's why we were put here. Something that feels that good should done often and for long periods of time.

Take the
Promiscuous Test
@ FualiDotCom

Take this....talk about sterotype questions!

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 02:21:06 GMT

I am 43% Tortured Artist.

I have some artistic ability, but it is probably a hobby and doesn't drive my life into a dark abysmal hole were I am alone and against the world.

Take the
Tortured Artist Test
@ FualiDotCom

Awwww....Lanie! :o)

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 02:06:23 GMT

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 07:12:53 GMT

When is enough, enough?
When the sun no longer shines?
When the birds no longer fly?
When will I find my peace of mind?

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 04:47:08 GMT

You are Tater Tots. Go get your own!!

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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*************

Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a
form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to
alter it every six months" by Oscar
Wilde.You are a very sarcastic person with a
sharp tongue. You may not be the one always
talking, but your mind is nevertheless
critizing. You tend to have a cynical view on
life itself and be somewhat withdrawn with who
you really are. Society now is in your eyes
corrupted and you wonder how the world will
survive. And people are in your mind very
ignorant and blind to the reality.

What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.

Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Mon, 27 Jun 2005 07:49:40 GMT

Your Birthdate: March 28

Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path.

The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.

A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.

Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished.

You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well.

You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.

You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

...I'm stealing.....

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 07:45:51 GMT

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 40%

Greed: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 07:41:22 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Portland; my new home

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 05:18:38 GMT

I don't have too much time to update. Just wanted to let everyone know, that after a hellacious greyhound bus ride, I am finaly here. My new home. Yay. I am still so exausted! Blah. Update again tomorrow. Hope all is well, back in shitay Ohio. Who's jealous? Hmmmm??????? :)

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 18:09:19 GMT

I am leaving for Portland tomorrow. I got to spend some quality time with all of my home-town buddies. I drank so much last night, and I have a bit of a headache. I am very excited about leaving, but very sad that I am going to be so far away from my friends. So, see you, everyone.